Dreams and the future

So I learned something today, it really sunk in.  Sometimes what you dream of is a lot harder to get then you think.  Its a lot of work to make your own headway.  Today was one of those days where a 9-5 job really felt appealing.  Now at night I am relaxing again a little, just enough to right out my current mindset, but it really is a much simpler life working set hours and to someone else's drum.  boring as heck and sometimes frustratingly boring, but way less complicated.